Southwest

Much like I TRY to do with my husband, only there's no romantic feelings behind the love with her, just incredibly awesome friendship. He seems VERY threatened about this...its true that itil braindump romantic intimacy isn't a comfortable thing for me, but in friendships or relatioships of any kind, it kinda depends on the other person as far as how open I am with my feelings. Anyways, he tells me I talk to them too much, asks me why I need to see them and talk to them and get text messages all the time (I get that texts would be annoying if they were to text me if they knew I was spending time with him, but that's not usually the case), tells me it annoys him at how much I talk to them...assumes I tell them mcp certification EVERY LITTLE THING about our relationship issues (I DON'T!!!), I just don't understand. To put it in perspective, I maybe email them each 2 or 3 times a day (excluding weekends) and MAYBE 2 or 3 texts a day on average.

Posted: Tue Dec 08, 2009 8:22 am Post subject: When you've tried and failed: Life
I am 1 of those that have the perfect and calm exterior. However, now I can't keep it in any longer. I laugh even when I feel a burn in my heart. I jump around even when I feel like curling into a ball.......in the corner. Acting happy will not bring happiness. However I don't see a solution anywhere. I am active. I feel desperately lonely even though mcdst there are so many ppl around me. Many love me too. However, most of the time I feel like I could just......slit both my wrists and get it over and done with. I would feel deep satisfaction to just see the blood pour, but I can't even cut myself propserly.